A confused 19 y/o boy from Malaysia

Hi fellow Steemians...My name is Joey Delson from Malaysia aged 19 and currently working at Nando's restaurant and I'm sure you've heard of it.

Okay,last year I've just finished studying at school and while waiting for my last exam results,I decided to work to earn some extra money for me.After working for 3 months I got the results,my mother asked me to choose to continue my studies or continue to work and I said that I would work to earn some more money to buy a new bike for myself and after I achieved my target,its already 7 months.

I told my mother that I would work to continue paying for my bike so I didn't continue my studies further and she was okay with it but I know she would want me to study but I don't want to make her pay for my bike because I'm not a kid anymore.Well atleast I THINK like that.

Everything changes after she passed away because of breast cancer last month.I didn't even get to met her at her last moments because of my works.I got a call from the police dept. stating that my mother allready gone.I dropped the phone and had no expression on my face at all.After her funeral,I've thinking about her.I didn't even go to work for a week.I felt like I've lost EVERTHING.I'm sure you guys will ask where did my father go after all that but my parents allready divorced the last 2 years when I was still at school.

So straight to the point,do you guys think that I should continue my studies or stay working and earn for my living? Just asking for you guy's opinion. Thanks for listening and I'm new here by the way:')

Sorry if my english was bad I'm still learning and feel free to correct my words.Please.