I admire your tenacity. I'm still not convince you are sure of this because of blind faith and clinging to something since you can't figure things out. Yes, there are conspiracies, But seeing that a major population of scientist do believe in god. 51% according to a pew research study.
Nasa is suspect, I will not say fuck the government because that is a smokescreen for people who work in the government and disassociate themselves from the wickedry they bestow onto all of us.