This is wonderful, in its own way though.

Faith based on doubt has no means to survive,
that's living to die, not feeling alive.

Reminds me of when I still hid my atheistic thoughts. I did everything in church, not out of acceptance but out of fear. The facade wasn't going to last long though. Two years later, I discovered this:

Mastery of self is the one true path;
Everything else is just the aftermath.

...and since then I've been living my life.

Thanks for sharing

Blessings