Swing, Swing #10: Looking for Love

My first group session lasted a little over an hour and it was absolutely brilliant. Tittycaca dropped me off at the bus station and thanked me for cumming. I couldn’t help but laugh at his horrible pun and I was still buzzing when I got back to Uni. My dick shot so many loads that night my head was spinning. And my cock was raw. A good raw, like that burn you get in your muscles after a serious workout.

Snow was still coming down when I got back. Esther found me at the door to my building, bundled up tight in a thick purple jacket with fur lining on the hood. I stepped up to her and said hi, praying to God that my breath didn’t smell like tranny jizz.

“Danny!” she called into the building. “Get out here before the snow melts!”

“Woman, will you relax yourself!” said Danny as he strutted out of the door. A micro-flash of annoyance went across his face when he saw me standing so close to Esther so he draped his arm around her in a protective manner and pulled her in close. “We’re heading to the amp. The whole thing is snowed over and people are skiing down. You should come with us.”

The way that he held Esther had my stomach in knots. He was so goddamn possessive as if I didn't already know that she preferred him to me. I hated how inferior that made me feel.

Esther looked at me with a pleading stare. I couldn't tell if she was begging me to give up on her so that we could all end the torture, or join them for a night of watching them gaze longingly at each other.

“Sure,” I said. “I’ll come.”

They led the way, arm-in-arm like high-school sweethearts, and we met up with a few friends who were already there. Well, a few friends and an asshole.

Eric, that skinny punk who was always trailing on Danny’s coat-tails, rolled up a snowball and threw it right at me. I hardly had time to blink before I caught my first snowball full on in the face. TV makes getting hit with a snowball look like its a kiss from a bundle of cotton-buds but what they really feel like is getting slapped in the face with cold, wet cardboard.

“Head shot!” said Eric.

“Fuck you Eric!”

I reached down and scooped up a handful of snow in my black gloves. By the time I looked up, Eric had already taken off towards the leveled slopes and started down them like a sure-footed mountain goat. I sprinted after him but forgot to decelerate in time. My boots slid across the snow like billiard balls across table and I went over the edge of the slope at full speed.

The ice-gods were definitely on my side because somehow I managed to keep my balance and keep sliding down. Eric turned around just in time to see me coming at him like the Angel of Death on skis. I slapped his face with the snowball in my hand and made a perfect connection. Centre of his right cheek, just below the eyeball. He’d be seeing snowblizzards for the rest of his life.

His face snapped to the other side and he went down hard. Rolled the rest of the way down the slope head-over-heels and landed in a heap at the bottom. The fall was bad enough but what really scared us was how still he was when he stopped rolling

Danny ran down the steps by the slope and crouched by Eric’s side. I slid the rest of the way down and found Danny checking for a pulse.

“He’s passed out,” said Danny. “Call an ambulance, man!”

“No,” groaned Eric. He started to stir on the ground and coughed up a glob of black snow. “No ambulance. I just need a minute. My head is killing me.”

“Thank God, you're alright,” said Danny. He stood up and gave me a cold stare then shoved me hard in my chest. “Dean, what the hell was that? You nearly killed the man!”

Esther got in between us and pushed Danny back.

“Calm down guys,” she said. “It was an accident, right Dean?”

They all looked at me like they expected an apology. They weren't going to get one so I just shrugged and turned around. Eric would be fine, he was just being a wussy little bitch. And he started it.

Leaving felt great. What the hell was I thinking, tagging along with Danny and Esther like a doting puppy? I shook my head and made a promise to myself to stay away from them. A promise that I didn’t keep for long because Esther suddenly appeared at my side and slipped her arm inside my elbow.

“What are you doing here?” I asked. “Your date won’t be happy if you ditch him.”

“I’m not ditching anyone,” said Esther. “Danny has to stay with Eric and make sure that he doesn’t have a concussion or something.”

“Oh,” I said, a little disappointed. Her ditching Danny would have been sweet.

“Nice move on the ramp though,” she said.

“Right??” I said. “Would have been epic if it wasn’t nearly fatal.”

Esther giggled then tried to look ashamed of herself.

“Seriously though, he could have been hurt,”

“That’s what I was hoping for.”

She shoved me across the path and looked at me like I’d just spat in her mouth.

“Don’t say things like that!” she said.

“Whatever,”

Esther pulled me close again and snuggled in to my chest. Despite my blocked nose, I could smell flowers in her hair. She made me feel warm. The dorm-room came too soon and she had to let go of me.

“Danny gave you his key?” I asked her.

“No,” she said. “I’ll stay with you until he gets back.”

We smiled and laughed all of the way to my room. She asked me for a t-shirt to sleep in and I gave her my favorite festival shirt. It was a bit worn out, but loaded with sentimental value.

“Turn around,” she said.

“Oh come on, do you really think I haven’t seen a pair of tits before?”

“You haven’t seen mine, so turn around!”

I sighed and faced the bathroom door. In it I could see a blurry reflection. When I turned around she was already in my bed, facing the wall on the far side. My bed was so tiny that even on my half of the bed, she was close enough for me to smell the lavender in her hair.

She knew how badly I wanted to bang her but she was a virgin and not looking to give it up just yet so I kept my hands to myself. She surprised me by grabbing my arm and wrapping it around herself and pressing her hot ass up against my crotch. My erection pressed against her till morning.

That was the last night that we ever spent together. In the morning she went over to Danny’s room and they had breakfast together. Two days later, I found out that they were an official couple. My heart nearly collapsed on itself when I saw them cuddling on the couch in the communal area. Made me want to rip off her perfect leg and beat Danny to death with it.