I totally understand how you feel, thank you for help :)
I spent quite a few hours on Discord trying to figure out what is going on xD Fortunately a few people explained it very well and helped me with Hive account. I was so scared that I would mess something up.
I even got all the stake (even though I powered down on Steemit a while ago) lucky I was too lazy to transfer it out before haha :D
Yeahh I was pretty scared to join Hive, but since I pulled all my Steem, I don't have THat much to lose.. I have post backups for my favorite posts and sort of backups on Whaleshares. And hive is also a backup of my posts.
I won't be that active tho, maybe check once a week or at least once a month. I miss socializing like things used to be :D