How Can I Delete Myself and Start Over

isn’t that the hardest thing? how many times in your life do you just get to start over? it feels like this constant dance of self acceptance and growth and decay...at what point do you start to wither? how long can you hold a job? is a year in the same place too long, or three years? life is short and if you spend too much of it wondering when is the right time to change your name then are you really living it or are you still preparing? maybe i should delete everything but what will i lose in the process...