Dear Diary: I may have to see an orthopedic surgeon

My dialysis nurses had been urging me to see a bone doctor for my bone complications. I really do like to have a surgery but because of my financial constraints and lack of support from anyone around me I just kept on and did not bother to see a doctor to assess my condition.

I am actually relying now in here, The Steemit community to help me because of the magnitude of my health situation. My mouth had to be corrected, the bone growth inside must at least be chiseled off to help me regain my speech or ability to speak and to be understood when I speak because now I feel like I have a mouth guard I my mouth all the time, it is hard to eat laying down on my bed, sometimes it gets messy too.

I am contemplating about a lot of things now, I will take all the risk involved just to help me normalize my health because it is all worth the risk. I am also OK if I would die in surgery too but I justwant to live longer, I love this life and I still want to give good things to other people too just like some people are doing for me here at steemit.

We will know what will the bone doctor will say this week when I get to see one and I hope I will get some support from the steemit community, if not then I will have to contend to it by myself and live with it with misery until the end.