Day 24

My Goal

Follow This Program For 30 Days

Just got my second win in Fortnight... life is GOOD!

But, on a legitimate note, I want to talk about addiction. Over the past 3 days I've played fortnight almost NON STOP... This may be cause for alarm, but I'm sticking with my non-judgement and allowing myself to be ok with this.

I want to share why I feel that I have been behaving this way in hopes that it may bring insights to someone out there.

At the end of last week I did a rather intense meditation/journaling exercise. It was essentially this program on steroids... I was trying to find out what it was that I REALLY wanted out of life ... my REAL truths.

And I did. I found more clarity than I ever have ... in my whole life. And it was exciting ... and kind of scary. For so long I have been uncertain about what it was that I wanted ... and I think I began to use uncertainty as an excuse to not push myself or grow...

Now that excuse is gone and I felt a bit vulnerable. I have my path to greatness, my path to happiness and wellbeing, and I'm a bit scared to take it.

For me, when I get overwhelmed I often shut down and hide. This is why I played video games for three days... turns out figuring out your life path is a bit scary.

And I'm ok with the fact that I spent three days doing nothing (although I am a lot better at Fortnight now). I took the hit, I'm still here, and now I'm ready to move forward.

Life can be challenging.
No, life WILL be challenging. When you get confronted with something big, do your best to stand strong but know if you fall down that IT IS OK. Life will go on ... you will have another chance. This is not single elimination folks. Contrary to what some people belief, I would be willing to say that we have all of eternity to triumph over each challenge that we face in life.

Tldr: My advice on life. Don't stress the little stuff, be patient with yourself and know that it's ok :)

Day 25

Motivations

1. If you could only do one more thing before you die, what would it be?

Build my own house

2. Now, by special grace, and because you are moving toward the one thing you want most, you are going to get to do a second thing, in addition. What would it be?

Plant a garden

3. And, finally, you are given an opportunity for a third and last thing, in addition to your first and second choices.

Meet new, beautiful people

Levels

1. Instinctive - 8
2. Sexual - 7
3. Imitative - 10
4. Emotional - 6
5. Intellectual - 8
6. Higher Emotional - 4.5
7. Higher Intellectual - 7