Thanks izzy, much love and copious hugs in your direction :)

Ah its all good, just didn't think that this kinda crap would be going in hurr among people i considered to be friends. I tend to believe that if you learn from an experience, even considerably negative ones, then you grow and in that way you never really lose.

But to quote every parent psychologically scolding their child "im not angry.... im just very disappointed"