There for im mostly silence when im at parties or crowd house meetings. I know if i start to talk, then its party over.
Because i said what i have on my mind, as long if i think it's the truth, and i don't care if others like it or not, and there for i rather be silence then destroy the fake positive vibe lol, but sometimes i just can't help it and said what i think.

Like last time when there was a barbecue in the garden at my sister-in-law, some of those guys asked me if i wanted to drink beer, i said no.
He said come on drink something, then i looked at him and said.
If i know that someone don't drink, then i would never tell him to drink poison, because that's what alcohol is, it's pure poison with a sweet taste.
And i know that you have a alcohol problem, and there for i would never get a drink from you, i would rather tell you to stop drinking because you are a friend. Then on that moment it became very silent, and everyone looked at me and then i said, you better smoke some a joint and then i lit my joint in front of everyone. I thought what?? If they can drink here poison, then what is a joint what is used to relax my mind?

The looks on there faces were priceless lol