After some review of your account operations, it appears you started a downvote tirade and then ran out of resource credits, which means you will not be able to comment until you recharge. This is something community members can help you with.

After plagiarizing, being targeted by a major abuse team, it doesn't appear as though your start on Steem is a positive experience, and maybe you are going through some personal things. The nature of your reading selection is interesting to say the least, but hey listen please.. There are people here who care about other human beings, and it's not too late to make a turn around on Steem. Really it's secondary though if you're struggling with some things.

No offense taken by your downvote. I'm assuming it's really nothing to do with my post, and so here I am, extending an offer to support and help you how ever I may be able to. I can be reached on discord if you need an ear. If not, no problem, disregard the message and downvote me as much as you want if it makes you feel better, much love.