Hi man, this world is so crazy with all this ideas of what is right and what is wrong, what do we need to have and what's important. And the life just pass... so fast. I have 3 children, two boys and one girl. I'm physician, psychiatrist, and I was working seven am to nine pm, every day, sometimes even sundays... depressed and angry but with a bunch of money. I stopped writing, and activity i was doing since 12 years old. Working for the gov, working in my own office, home visit. There are a lot of work out there, waiting to suck your life... for money.

Now I know, I dont have nothing, I never had nothing.

All I have is my knowledge, my muscles and my feelings. I dont own my children or my wife . I have not control about anything beside myself, and I was fucking it for nothing.

So I made a choice: Enjoy myself, enjoy my profession, enjoy my life. How? Rising my children, writing again, being my own boss -fuck the gov-. Six months since that the money is there, not a lot, but enought. I cant buy a brand new car every two or three years or travel to Spain for vacation, ¡damn! I Can not buy the new iphone 7 plus extreme master edition with ADN recognition, but I can travel every friday to sunday to see my parents with all the family to some near and nice place. I can start the day at 5 writting and then just play with my children in the morning until 9 or 10 am, ¡come to dinner at home! And be at home early. By the way, my oldest son (3 years) already wake up, Im going to hive him his milk and dress him. Ciao @jlufer.