Feeling Guilty for getting a new Car? Who can relate?!
What’s good fam?
Some of you may relate.
Dealing with cars and payments and insurance has always felt like a mountain to climb. Never been a fan of paperwork and such.
And when I’m in these situations the mind can make up elaborate scenarios that try to get you to guard yourself and get the body in such tension or subtle panic. All cause I’m dealing with cars and dealerships and etc.
Isn’t that crazy? It’s just cars and paperwork.
The mind will take you through mind games twist and turns fear, lack, guilt etc. I noticed all these thoughts playing out on repeat while I was in the process of getting a new car.
I think it’s really funny but it’s also a tremendous opportunity when you can become aware where the Mind goes and when it’s trying to be a the master. Egoic structures telling you that you’re not deserving. And crazy, it’s just a car.
At the dealership the numbers lined up and this brand new car presented with ease and grace... it was actually a really easy process I was taken care of, my credit was great and everything worked out!
When I drove off the lot, Car with 4 miles in it, giant smile then all of a sudden, I noticed my body and mind And became aware of a funny feeling called guilt?
Where was this coming from? I had been a great day and all of a sudden the vibes were getting confused.
It was a feeling of joy, excitement, relief, and guilt all playing at once.
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I grew up in a paradigm and belief system of fear and lack. So if you HAVE more, you felt guilty. This is one of the funny ones that has followed humanity for eons.
So some of us when we receive it’s an auto response to feel guilt for receiving! It’s wild right?
But we all know these are just thought forms of fears and they aren’t real.
And I’m grateful to notice because when we notice the mind, it’s when we can actually let the thoughts be expressed and make an exit.
Being aware is where the magic is.
A few moments later and deep breaths later. The guilt dissolved and transmuted to love and light and there was just excitement, joy and GRATITUDE.
Just feeling thankful. There’s excitement, adventure, and miracles from this intelligent Universe constantly raining on us.
The secret to the entire Universe is presence, the isness and the breath.
So enjoy and rejoice when you’re receive so you continue to match that vibration!!
This is pearl.
Aloha!
Love you guys
Ky
