Really enjoyed this read man, it's good that you use processing film both as a hobby and form of therapy for yourself.

I've been shooting with 35mm lately and really love not stressing over whether or not the photo I just took came out well. This isn't to say I don't care while using film. Rather, it's relaxing and hinders me from trying to be a perfectionist (which I am far from).

I'd love to try developing my own photos eventually, too. It looks really cool!