I am trying to try harder

When I hold on to you, should I? When you say you don't care, Should I?

I know you would cry. But I wonder why? Knowing that you can't stand this guy. Why?

I mean why can't you see that I am doing my best. Trying to make the right decision in life isn't impossible, but the key is tuning in to the details and to pay attention on what is important.

I think... no I hope that I am doing what is right.

There is no turning back now. I hope, we are 100% invested in each other.

I have not given up on me.