Missing you

The pain of disappointment is not much when you discovered what causes it. Distance took you away from me despite all we shared.
This is to the woman I love that distance won't make us be together; It's been a while since I saw your pretty smile. I miss the way you would hold me and hug me when those sad times came around; I remember when I looked into your eyes, it was like fireworks in the skies. I'm missing you, I miss us. Everything we shared, moment we envisaged, plans for the future, the thought of how it will be when we end up together so please don't pretend, this can't be the end.
I cannot exist without you - I am forgetful of every thing but seeing you again - my life seems to stop there - I see no further. You have absorbed me. I have a sensation at the present moment as though I were dissolving ....I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for religion - I have shuddered at it - I shudder no more - I could be martyr'd for my religion - love is my religion - I could die for that - I could die for you. My creed is love and you are its only tenet - you have ravish'd me away by a power I cannot resist.
You have the most loving and forgiving heart I have ever known and I can assure you that you will remain the centre of attention for me. I will do everything in my capacity to keep you happy if you come back. Ours will be an everlasting friendship because two inseparable souls cannot live in isolation. The day I discover you in arms, that will be the happiest day of my life.