CHAPTER 1. When I Saw You.

When I saw you,
I just knew,
That the feeling I have for you is this much true,
To an extent that I deliver promises when time is due,
I remember the way you came to me,
It was definitely,
Definitely a God will,
You came to me like a flash of light in the sky,
Which produce no sound and only I,
Was able to see,
I could feel something moving in my veins,
It was moving so fast like a rushing train to Vancouver,
I wanted to stop,
I wanted to hold it back,
I tried,
I tried harder,
Thought I will be retaining my reputation,
By denying my feelings,
But I knew, I knew that was wrong,
Though I couldn’t,
It was strong than I anticipated,
Stronger than earth’s magnetic,
Powerful like natural gravity,
Yes darling I call it love,
Love at first sight,
It took me half an hour to come in the auditors’ chamber,
Because I was arranging my sentences,
I wanted to sound clear and reasonable,
I knew you were browsing cause if fixed the WI-FI,
But that didn’t hold me back,
When I saw you,
It was one thing in my internal status quo,
Internal conflict of interest,
That was full of un-answered questions,
How can I?
How can I see that little tiny and shy face again?
Should I wish for more internet problems?
Should I pray for a fortune?
How can I?
How can I know the secret behind your inner beauty?
I wanted to hear that sweet voice,
The voice nourished by slang from British Columbia,
I wanted to know that strong-minded little girl,
The external auditor of such a big company,
I wondered if she has time to socialize,
Maybe she hate people who talks too much,
Maybe she love to hang out with stranger,
No, hell to the no… I don’t think so,
This was even before,
Before I realise that we are using the same iPhone,
Too many thoughts about you in my head,
When I saw you,
More than three quarter of what I process in a day,
Was all about you,
I totally forget the reason why I am here,
The reason why I moved to this new town,
Perhaps you are the core motive,
As a matter of fact,
I never expected to fall for someone here,
Not from this rural municipal,
Been trying to be strong,
And hide my loopholes,
Been dreaming to accomplish my task,
With distinction and honour,
Like nobody ever done before,
I know this sound more ambiguity and less intelligent,
But it is exactly what I normally do in my ‘silence avenue’,
I think of matters that can weirdly be spoken,
Yes I normally go there,
In my inner imaginary hut,
The hut that majority have criticized,
It is the only place where my mind process its fascinating ideas,
A bit same character,
Like most of your characters
Like most of your ways to process,
A way that I misread in the beginning,
Till when you show the benefit of making no assumptions,
A unique power to ask beyond doubts,
And the supreme of intensive conversations,
That goes beyond heart intelligence,
To unleash the most sensitive delight,
Which gives perfect definition to the two flying hearts,
I found myself feels for you,
And being part of your day,
Every day at ‘day to day’,
Knowing your mobile’s secret digits,
Just by predicting the movement of your thumb,
Protecting your interest and cherish your kindness,
Even when they sound so dumb,
I was able to see myself in you,
When I saw you,
And discover that strong, ambitious lady,
Yet, humble and down to earth,
With a caring heart,
That doesn’t come from her being a nurse,
I saw a grown up ass-woman,
A woman who has done things in the past,
Yes, good things,
I saw a female goddess from the west,
Embraced with fertility and power of water,
Overcame uneasiness and embarrassment,
I saw a woman,
A woman who has been through both,
Comfort and discomfort,
Happiness and sadness,
Fortune and misfortune,
But none of these affected the way she looks,
The way she act,
The way she value herself and others,
I can still see….
I can still feel…
Feel the connection between us,
A feeling so beautiful like the view,
The view from Capilano suspension bridge,
I am kind of a man who speak few words,
I hope this little verses,
Will allow my feelings to be heard,
Just in case I dint portray enough,
When I saw you.