THIS IS NOT FOR YOU
I can still feel you beneath my skin
Your warmth stayed with me even when you were away
It was just a slight touch
From the gaps of my thighs
But it sent me shivering down my spine
And I felt it linger in me
Longer than I had expected it to be
Because it was new
It was overwhelming
And I felt free
Here I lay down on the sheets
Silently contemplating as I closed my eyes
I was in love
I knew you were not
We can never be more than who we are now
Then, my senses caught your scent
It was strong
Intoxicating
And I missed you more than ever
And I knew we could be together if we try
We can send sparks through our skins
How else can we not be meant for each other?
The bed I lay before
Now runs wet
Wet from the trickling sweat - or was it my tears?
From the silent screams I made
As I crave for the very same moment
Try me again and again
Mess me up so bad
Until I forget your name
Until I forget that you're here with me
Until I forget all the wrong things I've done
Only to be filled with regrets
As I lay awake by morning
Alone
--End--
Hi! I'm Anne and I'm struggling between putting this up as my first and introductory post or just make a simple "introduce-your-self" or something like that. I have heard of this community from a girl at our school's comlab. She was introducing it to her friend, trying to get her to join in. I know I'm being nosy and all but I did try ignoring them both but they were sitting next to me and she got me with the words
"..........blah blah...... you can post whatever you want there and people will just read and accept you kind of community bro............"
and
.......this is no t*****r bro... these are real people........
Plus the part about making money. (I know I'm horrible and I'm sorry.)
I'll tell you something about the poem. You can actually interpret it however you want. But it's actually a kind of confession.
Yep! It's a confession.
Cheers guys! I hope you guys stay well and alive. I'm not really sure if I'm fit for this. But I hope I am.
*Drop a message below if you don't like the way I arranged the poem above. Sorry. I'll try to be on less par with my life from now on (ups and downs, dark and dull). And I do appreciate it if you like it! Yey!
-Anne of Gray Gables-
Very nice post! Upvoted, resteemed and followed!
Please follow to help other stemians promote their post! Lots of thanks!