If I would guess what you are describing is God. I could be wrong though. I do that occasionally. lol

Never mind I was right this time.. lol Read this after:

"Written while doing a Daniel Fast during a period of time where I was believing God for a blessing, amidst contradictory circumstances in my life."

And, I know how you feel. Sometimes we feel he is not there, but he is even though we don't see it or feel it sometimes. And, he is inside of us, part of us, and our part of him. He is always THERE. :)

Great poem, my friend. Best ones comes from life experiences and from the heart and I can definitely "feel" you on this one. Awesome job. :)