Reason of my Smile

There is so much sadness in my heart
There is so much love in your eyes
There is only pain in my aura
While your aura is the aura of life

But its still not enough
So forgive me for creating this strife
Because i have written my destiny
So I can't live until they are alive.

Let me go,
I can't slip on the ring
Because my hands are red
With their blood on my knife

Someone lucky will find you
And cherish you and love you
And you two will splice

You are an angel and will go back to heaven
Even though i won't see you in afterlife
But don't you worry, i am tough, even in hell
Your happiness will forever make me smile.