I recognize myself in this...
In my country Belgium, I grew up with mostly the leftists/socialists being in the government and messing up a lot.
So I thought, the right/conservatives will be clean up the mess right?

How wrong was I...

For me, all politicians are the same. They present themselves in their way and try to convince you with their good believes.
But once they have the power, it is hard to look after those good believes.