I think a lot of these mental health professionals lack the self awareness to help themselves, much less anyone else. Hopefully you know I care. Feeding people pills to keep them repressed and not facing themselves is probably the most harmful and insidious thing the pharmaceutical industry does in this country and I'm glad every fucking day that I stopped filling my prescriptions and listening to those people. I wish you the best on your journey and if you need to talk, you already know how to get in touch with me. :)
Going to the hospital was one of the first big things that I did for myself, but I really did learn those things when I was there, I realized that I am more than what I thought. I met a lady there that was what I could have been, and she told me she thinks I was having a spiritual awakening. She was destined to be my roomate..thank you, you know that it goes for you too :)
We were all meant to live for more than what we thought we were. I'm glad you got over the biggest hurdle. <3