Hello, thank you for your feedback. It's so humbling to read that my words are connecting with other readers. It was very liberating to write that blog, to put all the carnage into a form someone else could read and understand what I was going through. I am happy to read that you can take something away from this blog, and I hope things get better for you too, and you can grow from your experiences. It seem's hard to think about that when everything is so bad! But there are small windows where i think.........oh..........I learned something about my self today, or the other person, or this experience has changed my views on this aspect of my self, we are our own teachers as well as our own worst enemies! I wish you all the best :D x