Depressing rap I wrote ....Have Fun!

Cauterize father's minds when daughters try to self prescribe with kitchen knifes, cutting lines into skin, aren't you interested? bitching at her,he attacks her but she's seen so much badder ,bullets that scatter her mom died was in the wrong place at the wrong time, slaughtered down the road from the home she grew up in,her daughter is stowed up in, hold up in she wants to upend and leave she's only thirteen, her dad comes home his minds not working, slurring words then passes out from too much Bourbon, broke and drinking his thoughts have weakened, mind is sinking,always leaving,no food on the table little Kelly starts to thinking what's she able to do?what does she have to lose?she goes out trying to to prove,trying to make things stable but that fails as she sells herself for money under the table,one night she defied was picked up by a Ford ranger she hesitated then got in with the stranger she could feel the anger driving violently the car stopped silently he tried to force her make her hurt compliantly yet she broke free tried to run but tripped then twisted her ankle he was right behind she looked up as her leg was tangled he could see the terror in her eyes as she tried to fight she was beat he got down and proceeded to strangle suddenly the pain turned to something tranquil,she felt lifted from all angles, a light was near and out of fear she pursued it she couldn't lose it she followed until she walked right through it.