Getting my life back!!!

So I just got done doing a year in jail. I lost my old life. Im getting a divorce and now i dont live with the family. Thats all I know though is family life I been with my wife for 13 years. Its going to be hard not living with my kids. I dont know how this is all going to work out but talking to my boys everyday is a big help. I just need to finish this program im in and see where it goes from there. My drinking is the reason I lost everything. Everyday is one day closer, to getting my own place. Then me and my boys will have a bachelor pad I guess. I will make it through all this but I still miss and want my wife. I cant change the past though. My boys have been what keeps me looking forward.