Awesome post. I truly get this. "Growing Up" is a stage where you finally realize all "religions" are human-made. GOD itself is in ALL OF US. Collectively, we all as human and it's related nature together is what we regard as GOD. God is in you. GOD is you. As an example, In the Bible or the Quran etc, it is mentioned - If you can forgive yourself, GOD forgives you. It's a metaphor for what's in you. God isn't this being up in the sky. One day, when you "wake up" you will realize this. I am not dismissing the Books of religion either, i see it more of a guideline for you. Guideline to be a good human being...but many have misinterpreted it, and believes this GOD we speak is this thing in the sky "managing" us. I hope i dont offend anyone here. This is just my believe and it makes so much sense once you open up your "eye".