Looking up to you

Today in class the teacher asked everyone to think about their remodel, and write a paragraph or two about your remodel. How your remodel is and why there your role model? I thought how can I just right a paragraph about my role model, that I look up too and have since a very young age?
Although I can say we aren’t that close as of now she’s my remodel and has always been. A remodel to me is someone that does have strength and goals to get up in the morning get things done and nothing stops them even if there’s a few bumps in the row. From having a kid at a young age of 17 going into labor early and ending up with a C-section to rising a kid shortly after you and your fiancé break up. To going to nursing school, and doing the best you can be working, still trying to be somewhat a teenager the last year you actually are. it’s all manageable to you….
Shortly after thoughts years you find a new man to come into your son’s life and yours, and yall end up hitting it off and after a year or two you guys end up moving to North Carolina and end up having another kid at 21 and having baby number too just working and ending up a single momma alone rising two kids just doing the best possible.
Eventually everything’s in place and things are going good with the kids, yourself, and work even though now you’re not in school one day you end up finding love, getting married to the wrong man and get stuck in bad situations that end up getting your life taken away from you and you get turned around in life and have no way out and when you feel like it’s the end you just want to give up hope while everyone’s praying for you that one day you get ought’ve this situation. You get out you find help. There’s always hope and faith! You went from a single mom of one to a single mom of two then a married woman to the wrong man that got you into a mess you were scared to get out of. You get into drugs and all sorts of crazy things but you finally reach the breaking point then everyone in the house go down leaving you to run and instead of running you find help you get it and start thinking right! You start working you get involved back in the courts get your kids little by little and now you’re doing everything you can because of all your strength and you set goals for yourself and achieve them! you were my remodel then and you still are now your my remodel because every goal and imagination thinking I have and want ill achieve it because of you I’ve learned from you then and now even though we aren’t as close as we use to be and have went separate ways over years I love you and you’ll always be my remodel 19 or 32 you are ! you learn from mistakes and you will always be my favorite cousin blood or not ❤