Love is not a passtime!!

"Love" is an word that is always driving me crazy. First I should tell you guys that i am not so good in English as i am a bangladeshi. I always take love as a positive word though my mom and dad always keep me away from this word. i donno why they do this all the time.I love the word "Love". I love to love people. I have searched for love in whole life. But I couldn't get it earlier. Love has thrones too. Those thrones which hurts you a lot. I had love someone who had never loved me. He used me as his passtime. I coudnt make him understand that its not a passtime. He left me.

I cried. Cried loudly. I was used to love him so much that its really difficult for me to take my mind from this thoughts away. I tried. 4 months , every night i cried. But I was never lost from myself. Actually I got myself when he left me. One day I was on the top of my roof. I shouted there loudly to the sky with my whole energy of my body. And then I feel soo much good that i never can explain. From that my life has changed gradually. Someone came and he wanted to take with a ride. A ride of life, A ride of love1 year later i am with him and will be with him forever. :)