Great read, I vasicilate between narcissism and empathy, not really narcissistic but rather “self centerness”. Studying TCM is something worthwhile to find a good balance yin/yang.
It is yin and yang. Light is the left hand of darkness ... how did it go? Light, dark. Fear, courage. Cold, warmth. Female, male. It is yourself ... both and one. A shadow on snow.
~Ursula K. Le Guin