You could be right. Tried to be close to real. A stubborn skepticism is tough to battle, can only soften heart and open mind in short bursts. Cognitive of creepy anger and bitterness in the world. People like you and so many others here are changing my hardness into open couriosity There is so much compassion and lively discourse on things I have never contemplated it's changing me i.e. the world for the better.