This is really nice.I believe its okay to not have everything you want but that should not distract you from getting those things. We have got fight for what we want and along the line be happy with what we have at that moment. We are all unique but not the same that is why we have to find happiness in the amazing small things we get in life. Its true that money cant buy happiness but it can make you and your family depressed when you dont have any.
Get something for yourself but dont rush it. Just enjoy the process and be happy.