Windy love

How do you do these things?
You punch my heart with deep love
Yet you give my feelings up for killings
You give everything but I don't see enough

One minute you care against the spear
The other you open my doors to despair
My darling, how do you do these things?
Even times don't matter; winter or spring

Just yesterday you defended me
Today you've put me up for sale
Thought all these had become stale
Thought your best part had come to be

You are my wonder
Forever I am addicted
You are my wonder
Forever must be scripted