But if things don't improve in the next month, I may have to make some hard decisions.

Don't do that brother, things will always be different and change for better.

STEEM skyrockets in value like ETH and BTC did, I would never forgive myself for missing out

That's why I like you brother, you always say the true eventhough it is hard sometimes. I'm happy that at least, you were able to pay for a month rent, who knows what would become of steem in couple weeks. It might increase in price