Greetings, Terry.
I have no words to express understanding of your situation or somehow convey what my heart feels and wishes to do.
We complain about episodic suffering. We can't relate to constant physical and emotional suffering.
You are brave beyond words. I personally could not stand my old man's suffering. I did not have the guts to see a stong man reduced to a doll that was carried this and that way unable to care for himself, losing his motility and his mind.
I wish I had the power not to help you financially but to obliterate your physical ailments and those of your old man. I think nobody deserves that, let alone someone who has such a brilliant mind as yours and such a revolutionary vision.
I'll do what I can, though, and I send you my best wishes and vibes visualizing a healthy and strong Terry materializing all his projects.
Big hug

PS. Thanks a lot for your comment on my CU video. I really appreciate it.