I can empathize with you! The day I was supposed to go home with baby #2, the nurses came in and said he needed to be transported to NICU in another hospital because they heard a heart murmur. Though I wasn't supposed to travel because I'd had a c-section, I was at that hospital every day to see my son. I never felt so scared or broken as the day I left the hospital without my child. Thankfully he was okay and came home 3 days later. He's almost 20 now and I joke with him all the time - he's my heartburn. LOL