My Ex

The moment she crosses my mind, it’s all over. The first glimpse of her each day and I’m falling again—falling for her all over again.

She mesmerizes me.
This woman who haunts my thoughts, desires and dreams—I can’t help the way I feel about her, and so often I’ve tried to discount these feelings and rationalize this behavior as love-lust or an infatuation, ignoring what’s real and passing through me in the present moment.

I’m cultivating love, and each day our lesson is to acknowledge it while giving it to the divine for transmutation and expression. In this case I cannot reach out to her and simply say, “I love you, I’m still inlove with you".