it's ok, i don't worry, it was just a try:)

I took my delegation at the wrong time for sure, just misfortune, I paid 200 steem for 5000 sp for 4 weeks and it was too expensive. I got profit but too little. I hoped I would get more votes and new friends thanks to more Steem power, but I didn't it...

You have a great profit, I'm happy for you too:) Did it help you to get whales' or dolphins' attention and find new great friends?

Thank you for you proposition! I really thought about it but I think now it's not good time for me. I really try to grow here and to be not only interesting but useful for my friends and voters to stimulate them to support me with their votes more. So it's better to lease SP partially when you have something to leave for yourself. If I give it all now, I'm afraid I'll lose the most of my voters, I don't have much of them, but still there're some of them. They will see, I don't have any SP and stop voting for me at all because I can't vote back for them and bring them some cents.
So for now I plan to wait when I have at least 5000 SP then I can delegate a half of it.