LOL you remind me a lot of me at times. Lately I have mostly been reading exploring and commenting on others posts and resteeming. Especially on my lazy non creative days. I am so amazed at all the gifted people on steemit. Hun, just do what feels right for you. Find a community that you are interested in and you will actually begin to realize just how special steemit is. People coming together all around the globe, supporting each other. Resteeming your post to help you get a bit more support. Hope it helps.