You are My Big Dream

mimpi semalam adalah skenario indah yang pernah aku lalui semasa hidup, yaah meski memang tak nyata, tapi mampu membuat hati dan perasaan ku tersenyum. kamu memang ketidak pastian yang terus ku nanti .. entah sampai kapan
sejak kau mampu hadir setiap malam dalam mimpi ku,, sejak itu pula kau hidup kekal dalam hati ku. tentang mereka yang sempat singgah, tak sehebat cinta yang pernah kita jalani. mungkin bukan kita,, tapi tentang kau dan sandiwara ku. itu yang pasti akan tersirat dalam pikiran mu...

*** kira-kira 3 tahun yang lalu pertemuan tatap muka yang terakhir, itupun karna maunya si adik yang ingin bertemu,,(flashback).
kring kring,, suara nada sms yg malas untuk ku lihat, wajar saja karna akhir-akhir ini tak ada siapapun yang penting dalam hidup, serta tak pernah ku sangka itu dari DIA. dengan terkejut dan beralih ke perasaan yang amat bahagia aku membalas dengan mengatakan tempat yang ku jajaki saat ini. tik tik tik ... 10 menit kemudian ....

dia datang dengan memberi salam serta senyum termanisnya,,, “apa gue mimpi??” batinku melihat sosok yang sangat di sayangi tepat di depan mata. dengan salah tingkahnya aku merubah posisi duduk dengan gugup. “apa kabar??” dia bertanya dengan lemah lembut. “baik kok, kamu?” kemudian menjawab dengan hal yang sama. sengaja ku alihkan perhatian dengan mengobrol dengan si adik agar tak begitu terlihat canggung yang padahal dalam hati “mampus gue!!.. segila inikah cinta ku ??..” aliran listrik jantung seakan menyengat ku dengan tegangan tinggi “aaahhhh Tuhan,, gue gak kuat,, kayaknya gue bakal kena serangan jantung detik ini. mesti cepat nyari nomer telfon ambulance kalo kaya gini kejadiannya” gumamku dalam hati .
aku tak berani menatapnya,, hanya mencuri pandang ketika ia tak memperhatikan.. “hehe Tuhan amat baik hari ini” sepanjang bertemu dengannya aku cengengesan kayak orang gangguan jiwa di jalanan sana. ku lihat jam tangan yang ku kenakan .. sudah hampir magrib dan kuputuskan untuk mengajaknya pulang, karna khawatir akan kemagribpan di jalan. kasin juga si adik kalo magrib masi di jalan.
greeengg... greeenggg... suara gas motor yang hendak ku tancap untuk pulang. ((sebenarnya inilah puncak permasalahannya))
terlihat ban depan sepeda motor ku kempes karna bocor sore itu, bergegas untuk pulang dan tak sempat berfikir untuk pamit dengannya. itulah letak salahnya, seharusnya aku berjalan disampingnya dan tak perlu tergesa-gesa , andai bisa untuk mengulang,, aku akan siap selalu di samping 24 jam setiap harinya. bukan ku tak punya sopan tapi ketahuilah ban motorku kempes sore itu.
dan hingga saat ini , aku tak lagi melihatmu ,, kau pergi jauh dariku. hanya menyisakan bayang-bayang dalam hati. semakin ku cari kau seakan semakin jauh berlari. menjauh tanpa semapat ku ucap kata cinta.

Di tulis oleh: Dara feronika

overnight dream is a beautiful scenario that I've been through during life, well though it is not real, but able to make my heart and feelings smile. You are the uncertainty that keeps me going .. I do not know how long
since you have been able to be present every night in my dreams, since then you have lived eternally in my heart. about those who had a stopover, not as good as the love we've ever lived. maybe not us ,, but about you and my play. that will definitely be implied in your mind.

*** about 3 years ago the last face-to-face meeting, and even then because he wants the younger brother who wants to meet ,, (flashback).
kring kring ,, the sound of sms lazy tone for me to see, naturally because lately there is no one who is important in life, and I never thought it from HIM. with a shock and turning to a very happy feeling I reciprocate by saying the place I'm exploring right now. tick tik tik ... 10 minutes later ....
he came with the best greeting and smile ,,, "what is my dream ??" I thought to see the very figure in love right in front of the eyes. in a frenzy I changed my sitting position nervously. "How are you ??" he asked gently. "Well kok, you?" Then replied with the same thing. deliberately I distracted by chatting with the younger brother so not look so awkward when in the heart "I am dead ... .. this is my love love ?? .." the electric flow of the heart seemed to sting me with high voltage "aaahhhh God ,, I gak strong ,, I think I'll have a heart attack this second. must quickly find the phone number ambulance if rich kalo gini happened "I muttered to myself.
I do not dare look at him, just steal a glance when he is not paying attention .. "hehe God is very good today" as long as meet him I cengengesan kayak people mental disorders in the street there. I see the watch that I wear .. almost sunset and I decided to take her home, because worry about kemagribpan on the road. kasin also the younger sister if magrib masi on the street.
greeengg ... greeenggg ... motor gas sound that I want to step on to go home. ((actually this is the peak of the problem))
seen the front tire of my motorcycle leaked because it leaked that afternoon, rushed to go home and did not have time to think to say goodbye to him. that is the location of his fault, I should walk beside him and no need to hurry, if able to repeat ,, I will be always ready next to 24 hours every day. not me do not have polite but know tire of my motorbike deflated that afternoon.
and until now, I no longer see you ,, you're away from me. leaving only a shadow in the heart. the more I look for you as if you are running away. away without my word of love..

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It was written by: Dara feronika