#1 My story: heavy feelings

What should I say? I am alone again, I am drowning in this fucking Loneliness again … I guess It is my destiny which I have to accept and adapt with it, Loneliness, Loneliness, Loneliness …actually I hate this word because it makes me feel dejected, It makes me feel lost, and feel bored. Indeed, even though all the power that makes us confident of ourselves, others people still play an important role in our life, they are keep us away to fall into the vacuum which is considered one of the most dangerous sources of negative thoughts.

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Humans exist to help, to meet, and to get to know each other, but why I have no one in my life? where is 5 Milliards person on the Earth, there is 20 million person in my country, and there is 1 million person in my city, but unfortunately, I am not visible to all these persons…what should I do? I can’t deny that I was talking with various persons and was trying to find a perfect person which I can talk with him comfortably, but I didn’t find him anymore, they were a create a stupid discussion full of a bullshit and nonsense, and I can’t talk with a stupid persons, I can not create a relationship with a superficial man his a perfect idea is how he can kiss me, all that I need is to find a normal man who has a simple appearance and a simple thoughts