THE LIFE OF POOR LIFE

sorry if I take a picture from the internet, sometimes when I think of something that happened with my life, only I can discuss but I think where I am
my life is now in to the presence of a very squeezed but samapai now there is no way out .. why? and this I have to ask who is who, where I have to step what I do now I am unemployed including number one around me,
my life is so shaky if I think my two parent family and my wife's son who is not there at all I give from the first day of fasting uda till the day to eight I can not imagine this thing should be experienced now and must happen with me ...
I am panicked with this life and sometimes I ask myself what is going on with my life so that I have to experience this, if this is all the trials, what trials and till when this ordeal ends ..
I have not remembered what has happened to this problem yet, I just remember what is happening to me now, it's so hard it's so bitterly poignant, and deadlocked until I can not do anything about it.
my life so far accompanied by tears and tribulations so great that I can not let go of my mind, but the most severe when I remembered the parents and my wife's child who is currently I can not ngasi them what- what, I think how they eat those days while they expect from me, because I support their hope ....
and I think now, I can not think straight and as if all were true, and had time to think also this is the case of good people to be a bad person, even a normal unreasonable job ....

in the distance I asked how my wife's wife lives away from me ...

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I'm sorry for this picture I took from the internet