10 Years in the Adult Industry-What I Learned

in #tantra6 years ago


More pleasure can come from within than anyone else could ever give to us. When you take responsibility for your own self care, pleasure, awareness and empowerment you can love unconditionally and feel ohhh so empowered. Be careful this makes you a magnet.


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This took courage to do. Good job. When starting on this platform it takes some time to figure your dtube self out. Keep charting the waters and good luck! This place is nothing like Youtube and is much more about the relationships we form with other steemians.

Take a look at other videos, not the same person is on the video. I guess this user is just taking videos from somewhere and putting them on dtube. I already told her to make an introduction video, but the next video as you see is with a complete different person.

Hi I apologize I’m really trying my best as a healer to share as much as possible but with calls texts emails clients people I meet in public getting shut down on different sites for controversial healing...plus taking days to recover after healing people in person since working online has been shit for me....I’m trying my best. These are some of my old videos it’s all I have had the time to do again I’m sorry.

@clixmoney:
Thanks for your engagement but Please do not judge people as a theft before having the proof..
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By the way: It is not right that the videos are from different persons. Please look closely and you will see that make up has leaded you to this perception.

@tibfox What proof do you need if you see that not the same person is in the videos ?

It is the same person of you look closely and listen to the voice my friend

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Everyone has his opinion. I watched other video and I saw that's not the same person !

As information for all

this is her on YouTube responding me:
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On that YouTube channel are also all the other videos we can find here :)

Since she is pretty active there and a bit active here, same kind of writing, same voice, same nose etc
-> I see this as proof of originality

@vancientantrica: it would be anyways rly good and clear, ifyou could make a short video to proof yourself as original creator of this channel. For example by holding up a sign with your username and date or whatever :)

Peace!

#engagetogrow

Please write the link of that youtube channel.

Nice, maybe I was wrong. Anyway I think the intro video from her will be good. Thanks for digging in this.

Thanks! I have been overwhelmed with information in tantra and overall healing and flooded with people everywhere I go and in emails and clients so I apologize I’m doing my best to update here. I have been shut down on different sites and am still getting situated while trying to stay afloat. I will be updating more here and doing an intro video possibly tonight! But my platforms and even practice is changing so fast right now..just finding time to practice tantra so that I can share the techniques has been a challenge. I’m hoping to have my channels and sites settled down this week so I can have some stability. There has been none for us controversial healers so please bare with me. Transformation is my passion in this...I am hoping to transform even more. Just look for the mole under my lip and to the side of my eye! 😂🙏❤️🌴

"Self acceptance is paramount" was a phrase that came to me while meditating once. Thank you for posting this. It was very informative. Your life can begin again today and slowly distance yourself from the nastier stuff from the past. DTube has zero censorship, so you can pretty much do what you like. Thank you for sharing. It's often difficult to talk about the darker aspects of our past. I only came across your account a few days ago, but I can see you're a pretty decent person.

There's a tv show called Red Dwarf. It's a British Scifi comedy. In it, there's an episode called Dimension Jump, in which it's revealed that there's a parallel universe version of one of the main characters who is usually very self serving and cowardly. The parallel version is called 'Ace Rimmer' and is a winner in every sense of the word. To me, it's someone I can invoke when I want to raise my spirits or bring out the best in myself.

Do you have a higher self / role model you invoke to help you when you need a little boost?

Thank you, I just imagine my higher self and am slowly getting more attuned to angelic/spiritual guidance. I don't know the different archangels yet. But I am learning to communicate currently!!! Luckily I am to the point where I can draw power from almost any experience I went through...not easy and working through lots still. But the power of the mind...and habits...are something I definitely am excited to dive into. Sometimes I simply channel ecstatic energy through my body...I can notice an effect in others around me even when I do this especially tantric energy work. But start breathing very deep, clenching body muscles, and imagining ecstatic clear fast energy rushing through you and out hands if using them(especially on self)..currently practicing doing this to myself. Kinda easier to do most acts of kindness to other people rather than ourselves..<3

I think there can be a danger in delving too deeply into one's darker aspects of the past, but I also know that in order for there to be any real change / healing, those aspects need to be dealt with. The removal of self blame for things outside of your control. Forgiveness for things that you knew you could make better choices, but didn't. Acceptance of it all, and your whole self.

But self kindness is the best kind of kindness. If you are broke, you are not in a position to help others.
If your needs are met, then you can help others. But this comes with caveats and limits too. Help others to help themselves.

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life sure is a journey. sounds like your working on figuring yours out :) Unfortunatly most people don't. I'm sorry that shit happened to you so young.