An Auragraph Reading for A Stuck Scorpio
What's weird is that so far NO ONE has mentioned to me anything about the situation in the world - they are only talking about themselves...
I pulled this card for you from my Soul Mirror oracle deck:
Which is the God card - which means that this is a message from your Higher Self - God -
The drawing shows you, or your ego that is, consumed in flames, and a snake at the bottom. The "you" that is consumed in flames, is a push me-pull you you - you are pointing with your left hand to the right and pushing away with your right hand and - it seems as if you have been controlling your world yourself. Perhaps it has worked to a certain extent for a long time.
The snake refers to Shadow Work that needs to be done because the snake sheds it's skin - therefore represents Transformation - you are a Scorpio I gather from your email address - so it's time for another rebirth - and this time maybe you are ready to let God be God and you be you -
The drawing also shows you have a big heart - and that is good - your intentions are good - but because you have been trying to run the show - your good intentions have caused a lot of disharmony.
In other words - if you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you. Not only in your interpersonal relationships, but you also will never be "stuck" because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind for the Highest Good of all concerned.
Perhaps you have in your Shadow, conflicting ideas about who people are to you in your life, so you send mixed messages, or you just think you know what is best for others and how they should treat you and you get very involved in all that.
The snake has a lot of twists in his body - which shows that this work is long overdue - it's possibly childhood stuff that needs to be worked out.
A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in. The purpose of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real... and you can get into the silence - this does take practice. Yoga can help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence. Getting off of Facebook would help - not watching the news would help with all that. Drinking less caffeine, and more water...
Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation? Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread - there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind...
Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards from that -
Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed -
As a Scorpio you are naturally intuitive and psychic - so this probably will come easily to you...
In addition, during this "crisis" we are in - you could Pray for a simple way you could be helpful to others - and for the ability to let go of the results - you do not know what is best for others - but you can be helpful to them in some way -
For example - I decided to give my gift away for free on Craigslist - I was thinking in terms of Nature and how Nature gives in abundance and asks nothing in return but by giving - as in the apple tree - it receives all the rain and nutrients it needs - and it feeds the whole neighborhood - without expectation of reward.
Something like that...