A Letter For Myself
Dear self,
Everyone changes for a reason,he may love you right now but not tomorrow. He may say he will stay by your side till the end of time but not for long. You may trust his words now but until when. You love so easily and trust so easily,and when you get hurt you keep quit and lock yourself in your room,so no one can see your pain. You give your smile so easily,and cry so easily once he leaves.
You let him enter your life without doubts without hesitations,you let him go through the wall you built with tears and pain. After you've been hurt,here you are welcoming another man,another stranger into your life. You have been scarce by your previous relationship and yet you are still willing to give this so called love another chance to hurt you. Easy to say no to another man when no one enters your door yet,but when someone knocks,you just can't say no,you open the barrier you built wholeheartedly. You gamble,again,thinking this might be the last who will bring the happiness you so long to have.
Please self have some decency to say no when you know its enough. He might say he loves you now,but ask yourself,until when? Dearest self,how can you trust again after crying a river? Aren't you tired of men's promises of love and forever?
If you're not tired yet give it a go,because I'm already tired by just thinking you will get hurt again.
I know once he leaves you will say,there it goes again.
Once again,self,be cautious and if you can stay alone forever maybe that might be better,than seeing you spend your permanent feelings to temporary man. Because the right man will eventually find its way to you,be patient and wait he'll catch up! And when does show's up,he will stay.
