Sometimes we are torn apart by our mind and heart. The greatest battle we need to when is ourselves. The thought of "Staying and holding on" and "Leaving and moving on" is like a heavy load one can barely make a step. But one thing i can say to you. Look above you. close your eyes and feel him inside you. Ask for his blessings, strength and wisdom. He will guide you and lead you to what you're heart really desire or more. God's time is the most perfect one. Do what makes you happy as long as you're not hurting other people in the process of being happy. Love the post. keep steeming. God Bless you always.