Finding what you love and what fills your life is not easy at all, but there's always a way. A moment ago I wrote a post where I talk about the Ikigai, which is a japanese word for the reason to get up every morning or the reason to live. So, according to the millenary culture of Japan we all have an Ikigai that will bring light and sense to our lives, we just gotta find it.
(Sorry for my bad English jajaja)