#ULOG (Day 29): A day with my ex and sharing my thoughts with her

in #ulog6 years ago

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Dear Ex,

Why would you fvking go back when i’m better, when I’m about to forget and forgive you, when I’m about to let go? Why do you keep on driving me crazy? Do you really hate me that much or are you really that stupid? Can’t you see that i’m trying to rebuild myself? That i am trying to be better? —- at least, i was. 😒

Why would you go back when I’m about to find myself again? ——The old me that is lost when I was so into you! I have almost found my worth again, the thing that was slowly lost when i kept on begging for your love.

I was slowly but surely winning my battle, then you came back, and now I’m having some second thoughts if i can still win this war....

Why would you??? How could you???

Well, i believe in second chances but those words aren’t really for you. Because i now believe that preserving that dignity that was still left in me is more important.

Second thoughts—— I’m definitely having it. Going back—— you’re definitely not getting it.

Here’s a middle finger salute to you. Cheers 😏

-From your stronger-than-before Ex


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