I live in Algeria... I mean surrender: go to court by myself (The translation wasn't clear.)

if they catch me... That means I'm wrong and they're right...
because who's wrong is Who's afraid...
Christ was not afraid of them and did not escape them... Because Jesus was right.
I want to go to court by myself... for proved to them that I was right and I'm not afraid of them...
Second reason: I am moving a lot between the hospitals for my son...
And at any moment they can catch me, and I don't want to leave my son sick with his mother because they need me a lot now.