"But seeing how emotionally invested you are" You seem to keep repeating this after every cold, calculated, logical statement that I make.

Methinks the lady doth protest too much.

I parse walls of text all the time. It's only not conducive to parsing if the knowledge of reason isn't present to do it.

Then, finally, there is the difference between yourself and those who choose reason. You see, I don't 'believe', I think and know by using reason.