This is (while slightly, is still) worse than the worst case I imagined.

Publisher House: probably not for me, but doesn't give you a great achievement if your work was of the %4 who get a message back? Maybe I'll try that route when I become better.

Agent? No, just no.

Self Publishing: I research this one from time to time, while it's harder and probably I won't sell anything, it gives more freedom on what to write. Still I want my first self-published works (outside internet) be good enough, so I'm still at the researching step.

Publishing on steemit? Does that even count? It's not even a place for readers as I see it. I think even fanfiction,net is more suitable than steemit to publish a book, and it only accepts free fan works!!

Now I think if I really want to become a writer, unlike people who inspire themselves and can write regularly, the inspiration for me goes ON/OFF on it's own (sometimes for months.)... I only want to learn how to write better, so the worlds I imagine feel more like stories & make more impact to the "reader" (which in the worst case means me in the future.)